12. A fantasy you want to fulfill
Oh, goodness, there are so many! I have to pick out just one. Well, I will just spin my imaginary Fantasy Roulette wheel and wherever it lands is the one that gets talked about.
(takes a deep breath and gives a good spin)
Giggles…oh, I have to talk about this one!
(thinks about giving the wheel another spin…)
No, I’m just kidding. I will speak on it. Technically, it was fulfilled somewhat but since it wasn’t my fantasy, I don’t really see it as a fulfillment. Plus, there would be a variation of characters and purpose in my re-enactment.
Back in the early years of the relationship I had with this female, she wanted to know what it was like to be with a guy. I had de-virgin zed her on all fronts. She and I chose a guy we knew mutually; I agreed to it more so that she would have the exposure. She liked it, but it wasn’t something she could see herself continually doing (guys and threesomes). He started getting greedy and wanting to get down with her outside of the threesome deal. Needless to say, it was a mess that left a sour taste.
I do want to have a threesome…two types as a matter of fact. For each, the aim/purpose would be different. One might not even be considered a threesome once I go into detail about it, but hey, it’s my fantasy and it’s what I want.
Threesome, Exhibit A:
Characters--A female, a guy, and Yours Truly
Scenario A: If I am in a relationship with the guy, I have already talked out the particulars with him. The chosen female, the guy, and I have a casual get together to discuss the ground rules and talk about what is allowed and what is not…no variation during the act; all the stuff is discussed before the act. It is debated whether it will be a one-time thing or an on-going thing. Communication in this is not only key, but to me, it’s sexy; it will make things a whole lot smoother.
Scenario B: If it’s a situation where the female is involved, I already know I am not interested in having sex with the guy. For when I see a female, all I am focused on is the female; don’t get me wrong; I can have conversations with the guy. Heck, the guy and I can sit back and watch some sports or play video games. However, I don’t get to know the female with the intention of intimately trying to be with both. I just want her. I won’t get in a situation where I’m expected to sex the guy. He can get his poke on (her), but only after I have had her…I don’t want the aftereffects of guy smell before I get my dibs. He can look; he can jack off to her and me. I just don’t want his magic stick anywhere near my magic tricks.
Guess that’s the selfishness, huh? Perhaps that is why I prefer the female single...(scratches chin)
Threesome, Exhibit B:
Characters: Two females and me
I know this may be the harder of the two to pull off. Most will say with the right amount of alcohol and lack of inhibition, this feat can be pulled off easily.
I just don’t want disgust or regrets a hangover later, days later, or weeks later. I want it to be an enjoyable experience for everyone.
It will also be harder because of how picky I can be when it comes to females. I’m not ridiculous with it. I’m not going to reject someone because their toes and finger nail polish colors don’t match. I’m not going to give the thumbs down based on size; it’s all in the way you carry yourself, and I like a female to be a bit thick.
However, if you don’t take care of yourself (hygiene wise) or if you just doing something to get a notch in your belt, I’m not that female. If you expect me to play a certain role (unless it’s agreed upon role play), I’m not that chic. I don’t respond to “just because I look like a female I have to be the submissive.” Those who think that will be in for a rude awakening.
I will let myself be submissive for the two of them after I have put it on strong to both of them. Because in this scenario, it wouldn’t just be about my pleasure; it would be communal…and that is what makes it beautiful.
Maybe this is the one that should go into Number 13. But I haven’t given up on it yet. I know there may be people willing to go along with my guidelines. I just haven’t found the characters as of yet.