There are times like this when I wonder to myself if people really see friendship the way I do. I am one of those people who takes the word seriously. You can call me one of those ride or die types. One of those word is bond types. That is how seriously I take it. I use the same criteria for friendship as I do for a relationship.
That's the type of energy I put in, and I feel it should be reciprocated. However, there are so many out there that don't. And I keep asking myself, "Why should I even invest the time?"
And that's another thing. I don't like when my time isn't being valued. Especially when you go through special measures to carve out time only for it not to be valued. Telling someone you are going to be somewhere at a certain time, only to be kept waiting, is very inconsiderate and disrespectful.
I would never disrespect anyone's time, especially if the reason the person went out of her way was for the other person, specifically.
So just stick a fork in me.
I am done with people who do not value my time, my love, and my energy.
I am done with those who do not share my same views of friendship.
I am done with those who I give to and who do not give back in the same way..that leave me empty and depleted, yet they want more from me.
I'm done with those who say love with words but don't execute it with action.
I'm done with all of those.
Because I deserve better than this.